Grrrrr

Dear Me,

I have this nagging feeling in the back of my head.  I feel like I should be writing something. Something fictional.
I want to write about Shakespearean/Elizabethan/Jacobean England.  I want to write it just for myself.
I have no ambitions for this particular story, as the market is flooded with such stories.  I enjoy reading them and I like reading about the era but I'm not a fool and I know it would suck.  Hell, the idea I do have ambitions for might suck.
I hate this feeling as I have no idea what I'm supposed to write!
I don't have characters, I don't have a plot, I don't have anything!
I'm wondering if the reason I have these urges and can't think of what to write has to do with my anti-anxiety meds as these tend to slow down the thought process.  Though if I don't have those meds, I feel like my mind is constantly racing.  It would make the anxiety I have now probably ten times worse and I would probably be seriously depressed.
I can't wait until my new books come in.  Maybe those might help with giving me ideas, then perhaps these ideas could be written down.

:)