Panic!!

Dear Me,

  Oh my God!!  I coughed up green stuff.  Not a lot of green stuff but still....FUCK!!!!!!!!
God I hope this doesn't mean I have an infection.  Well, it does mean I have an infection but I hope it doesn't mean I have a bad one and it can be fought with oral antibiotics.
I really don't want to be sick. Not now!
I have shit to do.  Plus I need to be healthy for the next three years because I have to get married in Scotland.
If I get sick, I loose lung function.  If I lose lung function I can't climb stairs and all that other stuff that is required when you visit a European country.
Son of a bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please, please God, please don't make me sick.  I really need higher lung function for this visit to the docs.  PLEASE.......!

Arruggghhhh

Murielle