Dear Me,

  So I tried again for Ruby the kitten.  I'm not expecting much, but the SO really wanted her, so I'm kind of prostrating myself before the rescue people.  I'm not holding out a lot of hope.
Goddamn it!  I should have gotten her when we had the chance.    Meh, I guess I should have been stronger about it.  More insist ant.  I shouldn't have bowed down to his ridiculousness.  *Shakes head*  I'm such an asshole!
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