Dear Me,
Sorry it's been so long. Living on your own is one stressful experience after another. Well, it might not be quite so stressful if not for the money issue.
Money does indeed make the world go round, and I'm stuck on a spinning merry go round of hell. Of course it's all my fault and I take full responsibility for all the debt I've accrued when I really should have been saving it. However, this does not make the situation any easier. Neither does it help when my SO has to pay almost a quarter of his income paying for a child that has reached eighteen, whose mother is not using the money given towards her education. I just wish we had enough money to fight her ridiculous demands.
I wish a lot of things. What I wish for mostly is to get rid of this crippling debt find myself in. I wish I could find a job or something that I could work from home and pay everything off, and then quit once it is ALL paid off. No worries or anything. It would be nice.
I know I am not the only one to have these troubles, nor would I be the last. I just needed to vent/whine/ get it off my chest as I have to be a grown up about this shit now, and it's really hard!
Wah!
I hope the weather cools down a little soon, I would love to start writing again, but Jesus, our tiny little apartment is like a flippin' sauna!
Anyway, on to the laundry.
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