Writing Course Module Three

Dear Me,

  So I sent in Module Three of my writing course.  I am afraid.  I am VERY afraid.

What I sent in was absolute shit.  Seriously.  I hated every moment of it.  It was torture to write and torture to send in.  I apologized about a million times to my tutor about how shitty that scene was.  UGGGGGHHHHHH.

But y'know the really fucked up part of this whole fucking thing???   I feel like I'm doing what I'm supposed to.  That this is supposed to be the path that I was meant to follow.  Even though I know I suck at it.

I just hope she'll let me send in the edited versions of what I sent. Otherwise it'll seem like I'm just ripping through all this stuff while learning very little.

The thing that makes me think I suck is that I had a lot of dialogue in the last bit I sent.  I suck at dialogue.  It's my nightmare.

Which is hilariously ironic considering the fourth module is about dialogue...wheee!

Ugh