Dear Me,

   So, I went to church for the first time in ages.  Well, technically not true since Notre Dame cathedral was the first church I've been in since forever.

Anyway, I prayed my beloved would find a job before he ends this one.  It's so frustrating that we have to find him another job.  I hate the waiting and the interview and then more waiting only to have him not be hired.  It's anxiety inducing and I don't feel like doing much because it always feels like waiting on pins and needles.

Hopefully, we'll start hearing from people at the end of the week or so.  Oh God, but wonder if we don't.  Wonder if we never get a phone call?

Oh please God, please say we get a phone call!!